Sr. Gill Goulding CJ is Professor Ordinarius Systematic Theology, Regis College, Senior Research Associate Von Hugel Institute St Edmund’s College University of Cambridge UK, and a Member of the Theological Commission Secretariat of the Synod, Rome. She was appointed by Cardinal Grech to the Theological Commission of Synod in April 2021. Sr. Gill was involved in the writing of the Preparatory Document, The Vademecum, and the Document for the Continental Stage and also took part in five of the North American Continental Sessions.


Lent is early this year. It seems only a short time ago that we were celebrating Christmas and now it is Ash Wednesday and we begin the ‘joyful season’ of Lent. Many times throughout the 40 days of Lent, the Church speaks of joy in the liturgy, illustrating by both the scriptures and prayer that Christian joy is about anticipating God’s presence. Lent is that time of waiting upon the Lord that Pope Francis calls us to amidst the frenetic activity of our daily lives. This waiting period is perhaps especially important this year immersed as the Church is in the synodal process and also in the year of preparatory prayer for the jubilee of 2025. Waiting is good for us the Holy Father insists because that waiting for God is part of our faith journey. To wait well we need to be attentive to those sometime unexpected ways that God reveals himself in our lives, often not with great drama but with those wee lifts of the heart as we perceive in a glimpse of kindness, beauty or truth the guiding spirit of God. By contrast “the worst thing that can happen to us is to let the heart fall asleep, to anesthetize the soul, to lock hope away in the dark corners of disappointment and resignation.”1

What helps us to stay awake? Here, the great triad of Lenten practices come to our aid. On Ash Wednesday before we receive the ashes on our foreheads we hear in the gospel the call to prayer, fasting, and almsgiving. This same gospel across centuries has challenged the people of God to conversion. On Ash Wednesday Pope Francis, as countless popes before him, will go to the great Dominican church on the Aventine Hill, Santa Sabina, a place where St. Thomas Aquinas himself had lived, to preside over the moving liturgy of Ash Wednesday as a sign that he too, the Pope and Bishop of Rome, is also a man in need of conversion. The occasion also reminds us how our faith is linked across generations of human beings who worshipped God and who desired a conversion that would lead them to a deeper encounter with Christ.

Our waiting needs to include a real attentiveness to prayer. We might ask what prayer? The prayer of the mass, clearly an important communal prayer. But what of our own personal prayer, do we pray and what for? Do we believe in the power of our prayers? Do we pray earnestly and perseveringly, not just for our own needs and family friends who are sick or in need? Do we expand our prayer in a wider way? Every Sunday since the invasion of Ukraine, after the Angelus prayer, Pope Francis has spoken of the need to pray for the people of that country and from October last year he raised the situation in Gaza and other war-torn parts of the world. Do we keep these people in our hearts and in our prayer? Would Lent be a time to do that?

Fasting is often in fashion when people want to lose weight but the fasting that appears in scripture is generally associated with some positive action. From what will we fast this year? Will it be from social media on some day or days of the week? What will be put in its place, a time of silent contemplation, a sensitivity to the needs of others in our family and among our friends? Will we fast from the spirit of criticism that can so easily bring others down and replace that with a smile that can encourage others? In our place of work will we fast from the attitude that implies we are always too busy and instead be attentive to making sure there is water in the hot water jug for the next person to make a cup of tea or coffee? There are a myriad of small possibilities that can make life better for others.

Almsgiving can be tricky when, as many students are, you are living on a tight budget. But the time and attentiveness to the person on the street to whom we may occasionally give money, or the anonymous donation, made known only to God, can be possibilities. When we do not have money to give, we do have time. Even in the busiest schedule there can be the possibilities to give time attentively to others, to the colleague burdened with sick children or parents; to the one who has suffered a disappointment; to the student who is homesick or seriously struggling against mental health issues. Time is often the greatest gift we can give to anyone. The gospel witness is that Jesus always had time for others and as disciples we are called to do the same.

All these practices lead us back to that essential waiting upon the Lord. To sit still before our God, to be humble in heart and mind, that we might listen. In our waiting, that we might glimpse a little more of the passionate love of God for each one of us and in the grace of that love that we might turn our faces to be attentive to the ‘other’ to whom we are sent.

Blessed Ash Wednesday and have a grace-filled and joyful Lent!

1 Pope Francis, homily, Feast of Presentation of the Lord, February 2nd 2024.


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This is the night when Christ broke the prison-bars of death and rose victorious

Theodore Nnorom is a member of the Congregation of the Sons of Mary, Mother of Mercy (SMMM), and a Ph.D. student in the Faculty of Theology at the University of St. Michael’s College. His research is in the area of interreligious dialogue, inspired by his desire for a constructive theological approach toward peaceful coexistence between Christians and Muslims in Nigeria. He is the secretary to the Hindu-Roman Catholic Dialogue, an interreligious department of the Canadian Conference of Catholic Bishops (CCCB).


At the end of the Lenten season, we are ready for the Easter festivities. This year’s Easter celebration evokes deep gratitude to God following the third year of unprecedented global health and socio-economic devastation caused by the Covid-19 pandemic. The cautious relaxing of Covid-19 restrictions in Canada signals a possible decline or control of the spread of the virus. In Toronto, in-person classes have resumed in schools and colleges, worshiping spaces are open to maximum capacity, and restaurants are back to in-door dining. It is a delight to witness Toronto roar back to its usual hustle and bustle.

Human interconnectivity and communion stand out when assessing lessons gained from the Covid-19 experience. Every part of the global community had its fair share of the impact of the Covid-19 pandemic, blurring the divides among the so-called first, second, and third worlds. Particularly surprising, despite the low rate of vaccination in most African countries and the unfortunate prediction of doom, the reverse has been the case regarding the spread of the virus in the continent compared to most Western nations. Most African countries are regrettably suffering instead from “hunger-pandemic” as the indirect impact of the situation.

Nonetheless, no need to gaze far beyond the Atlantics; studies have revealed disproportionate Covid-19 infection among the immigrants, poor, and racialized communities within the core of major North American cities. This is due to some socio-economic conditions such as living in densely populated neighborhoods with multiple households in small living spaces, doing essential work like healthcare support services and food services, lacking the luxury to work from home or have groceries delivered, and depending on public transportation. The federal government’s Covid-19 emergency grants helped address some of these challenges. Still, this caveat of the pandemic experience invites public policymakers to explore better ways of fostering a more egalitarian society.

The hope of moving back to normalcy for everyone, especially those most vulnerable to contracting the Covid-19 virus, reminds me of persons whose living conditions are teetering towards fear and despair. They include the terminally ill and refugees, especially refugees from Northern Nigeria, Ethiopia, Yemen, Afghanistan, Myanmar, and others. One cannot forget the recent Russian invasion of Ukraine that has shattered the peace and dreams of millions of Ukrainians. It is quite unfortunate that leaders could not transcend their differences and sacrifice their egos to prevent the ongoing carnage.

As the violence lingers, one could only imagine the plights of children, women, the sick, and the aged, who suffer most during wars. Their situation has elicited immense compassion from people of goodwill worldwide; countries are opening their borders to welcome Ukrainians, and financial, material, and military aid are pouring into Ukraine, a clear manifestation of human kindness on the one hand and condemnation of Russia’s aggression on the other. However, finding a peaceful resolution to the conflict is, in my view, the best assistance needed. The ancient wisdom is true that war does no one any good, and peace is cheaper than war.

Easter brings the message of hope to the world in a time like this, illuminated in the pascal mystery. Jesus Christ embraced suffering and death on the cross yet conquered death and offered eternal life to humanity through his resurrection. The empty tomb occupies an essential space in the resurrection story. It signifies the authority of Jesus Christ over death because the stone could not hold him down, and so the force of death. Living in unusual times should not diminish one’s faith in God but an invitation to trust that God will not abandon anyone in suffering and dark moments (Ps 23:1). Indeed, Jesus is the way-maker and the light of his people in the darkest moments (Jn 8:12). Through his passion, death, and resurrection, Jesus Christ identified with our human condition (Phil 2:5-11, John 15:13). He promised to be with us till the end of the age through his Spirit (Matthew 28:20) to guide and console us in every circumstance. Our hope is grounded in Christ Jesus, and through him, we shall overcome the perils of these unusual times.

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Susan McElcheran is a doctoral student at the University of St. Michael’s College Faculty of Theology, with special interests in pneumatology, theologies of disability, and interreligious diversity. She has a background in teaching students with learning disabilities, and lived for several years in the L’Arche communities in France and Africa.



Looking ahead to Holy Thursday and Good Friday and reflecting on their meaning for me this year, my mind travels back two years, to the first pandemic Holy Week. What have the two years since then brought to the meaning and the hope of Holy Thursday and Good Friday?


In spite of the worry generated by the pandemic, hope emerged in unexpected ways. Governments who had until then protested lack of funds for projects supporting the common good suddenly found millions of dollars for public health initiatives. The cessation of polluting industrial activity during lockdowns brought a resurgence of the natural environment as plants and animals moved into unpopulated city-scapes. Everyone cheered for health-care workers and banged pots and pans. There was a feeling that neighbours, public and private spheres, and different nations were coming together to overcome a common threat. Perhaps these experiences could teach us that our own health and welfare is of one piece with that of others, of poor countries on the other side of the globe, of the Earth itself?

As pandemic time rolled on long beyond anyone’s dreams, something changed in that early hopefulness. Divisions became more visible between those whose jobs allowed them to work at home and the “essential workers” who had to cram onto crowded buses and subways. They were called “heroes” but if they caught COVID they had to face the decision whether to isolate or feed their families. Divisions between rich and poor countries became more apparent in the inequities of vaccine distribution. Sympathy with collective goals reverted to each person having to bear the burden of their own health. Hope for positive change dissipated.

Where is the hope, then, as we go through Holy Week? As I think on this, I wonder about the amount of time the Church asks us to spend with the suffering of Christ, not only in Holy Week but throughout Lent. Why do we spend so long in the valley of the shadow before we get to the light of Easter? Why did Jesus delay going to save Lazarus, and why did he stand in front of the tomb and weep, when he knew that he would bring his friend back to life? On reflection, I have a few thoughts about how this time can prepare us to receive the hope of Easter: by undoing our usual expectations; by preparing us to receive the unexpectedness of hope; and by an element of “being-with”.

Undoing usual expectations: When there is bad news we so often either dismiss it by mentally distancing ourselves from any danger, or we fixate on possible consequences for ourselves, dwelling on a worst-case scenario. In both cases, we are not living in the truth of the present moment, since we are creating fictional scenarios. Our fear and unwillingness to live in uncertainty prevent us from staying in the unknown of the present as we create either avoidance or anxiety thought patterns that keep us from opening up to the reality of the here and now where God is present. Staying present in the reality of Holy Thursday and Good Friday helps us to stay within the present situation without fear, denial, or escaping, without pretending it doesn’t affect us or over-catastrophizing to avoid uncertainty. This remaining in the present transforms perception to receive the unexpected.

Unexpectedness: The seeming hopelessness of Jesus’ situation on Good Friday shows that hope is hidden and can’t be predicted or foreseen. Jesus himself said, “The kingdom of God is not coming with things that can be observed; nor will they say, ‘Look, here it is!’ or “There it is!’ For in fact, the kingdom of God is among you” (Lk 17 20-22). This hiddenness of the Kingdom means that true hope does not over-determine results ahead of time, rather staying open for what is surprising and unexpected. The unconditionality of Jesus’ self-gift without any guarantee or apparent victory, if we have the courage to stay with it, sets us off our balance and destabilizes us to open up to the surprise and newness of God’s life in our midst. We sometimes foreclose on hope by insisting on an answer before we are ready to perceive it. As Rainer Maria Rilke puts it:
“Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. … Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer.”

“Being-with”: Holy Thursday and Good Friday bring us to the full extent of the meaning of Jesus’ name Emmanuel, “God with us”: that he not only took on human form but became obedient “to the point of death – even death on a cross” (Phil. 2:6-8). The change of perspective through the undoing of our usual expectations and the realization of the hiddenness of the Kingdom ready us to participate in this “being-with”. As we stay in the presence of this love that comes to be with us, open to its hiddenness and surprise, we are changed in ways we can’t predict:

“Only God could say what this new spirit

gradually forming within you will be.

Give Our Lord the benefit of believing

that his hand is leading you,

and accept the anxiety of feeling yourself

in suspense and incomplete.”

Teilhard de Chardin

Holy Week doesn’t hand us hope in an Easter basket, but it frees us from fear and shakes us out of our expectations so that we might be more open to receive it.

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Sonal Castelino, Director of Campus Ministry, writes:

This Lenten season, Campus Ministry organized a retreat for students to find inner peace through an intentional and personal friendship with Jesus. This was an opportunity, an avenue – amidst the busyness of the academic term, the stress or the newness around the return to on campus learning, the helplessness in front of the war in Ukraine—to stop a moment and connect to that which is essential: finding grounding and depth in the spiritual life and thus hope and strength to persevere and continue.

The format of the retreat included committing to daily prayer for 30-40 minutes and a time for spiritual conversation weekly to unpack the prayer experience as a group and listen to each other over five weeks.

The retreat is inspired by the Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius of Loyola and the format we used was proposed by Michael Hansen, an Australian Jesuit who created a community through the First Spiritual Exercises.

To ensure accessibility, we offered this retreat both in person and online with facilitators to guide and move the retreat along with the participants. The experience has been a very fruitful one.


Here is the experience of Paul Kye, a doctoral student at St. Michael’s Faculty of Theology:

Sitting in solitude, I found myself interacting with Jesus one day, who had been waiting for my friendship and wholesome acceptance. I was introduced to this retreat couple of days later, and I have been participating it on my own every day. This journey has been life-changing, both in interior and external levels of my life–how I see this world and how I see myself. I emerge in prayer and meet Jesus, who appears to me at levels appropriate for my own level of spirituality, I feel so much love and attention, consolation and encouragement that I have needed. Sometimes I see him as a teacher, as the Creator or a friend who takes my own yoke in exchange of his light one, instills an enlightening understanding and newly nurtured love for my own cross to bear, and most of all, breathes in lifegiving joy and excitement in my heart to face the daily life. This exercise has transformed me, as I dedicate a specific set of time to it every day, it allowed to me to see my life not according to my own will or those of others, but according to God’s will.

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Sr. Evanne Hunter, IBVM is a St. Michael’s alumna, a member of St. Michael’s Collegium, and a member of the Leadership Team of the Loretto Sisters in Canada. She has served the IBVM as General Consultor, Regional and Provincial Superior, and liaison with the Loretto/ El Salvador twinned community project, and she established the IBVM UN NGO Office at the United Nations in New York. Currently, Sr. Evanne is on the Boards of the National Catholic Broadcasting Council, the Callan Foundation, and Becoming Neighbours. Her numerous awards include a Degree of Sacred Letters Honoris Causa from Regis College.


Thoughts on Lent 2022

Detail of a priest in vestments for Lent pinching ash out of a glass dish

February is on its way out, and what a month it has been in Canada! Quarrels about easing pandemic restrictions, the blockades of the “truckers,” the winter storms and all the hardships that seem to make up daily life for all of us during the reign of COVID.

The beginning of the Lenten season, for me, is intrinsically entwined with St. Oscar Romero because of the times I participated in the annual memorial Mass and stood in the very place the assassin stood as he fired the bullet that killed Romero at the altar as he celebrated Mass on March 24, 1980.

This year, as we enter what Romero called the pilgrimage of Lent, it seems to me that our world is a microcosm of the El Salvador of Romero’s time. Existing societal problems have been thrust to the forefront as they are exacerbated by COVID: inhumane poverty, cruel injustice, repression and violation of human rights, disillusionment with institutions, flaws in our economic and social systems, forced migration as a result of environmental disaster, highlighting of the forgotten and excluded, xenophobic suspicion and intolerance.

These are the very things that Romero called the “structural injustice,” “social sin,” and “institutional violence” responsible for the misery of his people. His recent canonization highlighted his “subversive memory” reminding us that the way things are has to change. He would be asking us whether will we really emerge from this pandemic into a “new normal” characterized by a spirit of solidarity, compassion, mercy and hope.

Ash Wednesday ushers in the season of Lent, what St. Oscar Romero calls the most important season of the year. It is a time for Christians to engage in prayer, austerity, introspection and renewal.

Romero asked: “Where are the roots of this ‘social sin’?”  His answer? “In the heart of every human being. Present-day society is a sort of anonymous world in which no one is willing to admit sin, yet everyone is responsible. What is needed is not just an individual conversion, but a communal conversion.” It is a time to face the weaknesses, the emptiness and the failures in our own lives and in our broken world. It is a time for a makeover allowing God to create a new heart and renew a right Spirit within us.

Romero encouraged his people to enter fully into “the pilgrimage of Lent so that the coming of Easter Sunday, the Sunday of the Resurrection, will bring not only the memory of the Risen One of centuries ago but also the true resurrection of all God’s people,” and a renewal of ourselves and our world.

What Romero said of his day is true for our day: “The great need is for Christians who are critical and active, who don’t accept situations without analysing them inwardly and deeply … persons who can say yes to justice and no to injustice and can make use of the precious gifts they have to resist evil wherever they see it. We know that every effort to better a society is an effort that God desires, that God demands and that God blesses.” He says that not to do so is unfair, unjust and un-Christian.

So, Romero urges, “Let us make the pilgrimage of Lent so that the coming of Easter, the Sunday of the Resurrection, will bring not only the memory of the Risen Christ of centuries ago but also the true resurrection of our people” and the transformation of our world.

Recognizing the physical and mental toll that COVID is exacting everywhere and the conflicts and natural disasters that are affecting families and nations, let us affirm our trust that through the passion, death and resurrection of Jesus, our God is assuring us that Easter Sunday is a new “spring” that brings life and hope that a better world is possible.

Ref: Homilies for the Sundays of Holy Week: St. Oscar Arnulfo Romero.

The Spirit is that little flicker of fire

Burning at the bottom of the woodpile.

Rubbish is piled on,

Rains douse the flame,

Wind blows the smoke away.

But underneath everything

Still an ember burns unquenchable.

The Spirit sustains the feeble breath of life

In the empire of death.

                                                      (adapted from Leonardo Boff)


This year, Ash Wednesday is March 2. Mass at St. Basil’s will take place at 7 p.m. EST and will be live streamed. Read other InsightOut posts.

Sr. Sue Mosteller, CSJ

Sr. Sue Mosteller, CSJ, encouraged those attending this year’s virtual Alumni Retreat to look to the life of St. Joseph for inspiration on how to cope during COVID-19.

Offering a reflection at the annual event, titled Finding Inspiration and Hope in the Year of St. Joseph, Sr. Sue acknowledged to the group of more than 50 assembled online that these are very hard times for all, but that her patron saint continues to offer us guidance and serve as a role model.

“We need lots of help. Our hearts are wounded. Our hearts are vulnerable,” she stated, pointing to the various hurdles the pandemic has created for people.

But, she added, if we look to how St. Joseph responded to extraordinary challenges in his life we can then apply his approach to our own troubles.

“I love St. Joseph,” said Sr. Sue, whose lengthy resume includes being a recipient of the Order of Canada, an author, a retreat leader, and a teacher, among an endless list of talents.

After a brief social time and then a Mass celebrated by St. Basil’s pastor Fr. Morgan Rice, CSB, also a member of the alumni, Sr. Sue spoke to the group about how St. Joseph has inspired her throughout her life.

As a boarder with the Sisters in Toronto, the14-year-old Sue was called out of class to be told her father had died. When she went into the chapel to pray, she encountered a statue of St. Joseph, and she recalled looking into “a beautiful, gentle face, and I remembered praying, ‘Maybe you could be a father to me.’”

Later, when she joined her religious community, the name she was given when she received her habit was St. Joseph.

“There are no words from St. Joseph in the gospel,” she reminded those attending, but his life, she said, has the power teach us so much.

She then asked everyone to ponder how Joseph must have felt when he learned that Mary had become pregnant before they married, a reality that had the power to create great suffering for both of them.

“I can’t believe the disillusionment the good and kind man must have thought,” she reflected. “This was unthinkable. How does one deal with feelings of betrayal? We can listen to him. Learn how he received the news. How does he act?”

As she went on to note, an angel then came to Joseph to inform him that the child Mary was carrying was born of the Holy Spirit and would be called Jesus. Joseph, she noted, showed great trust, and dedicated himself to take care of Mary, an act she said came out of what she described as “the education of the heart. He moved forward in kindness and trust.”

When he received notice of the census, he faced a no-win situation of serious trouble if he didn’t reply, or a risky journey with a pregnant Mary. Again, she reminded participants, “he had a mysterious reaction. He trusted.”

And when they arrived in Bethlehem and there were no rooms to be had, Joseph had many reasons to be upset, but “he got busy and cleaned up the stable. He stepped through difficulties. I love him for it. He showed so much joy, so much gratitude,” she explained.

The young family’s need to pick up again when it became known that Herod was killing children was akin to today’s migrant children waiting at borders for safe passage and shelter, she pointed out.

“It’s unbelievable when we look at the news. We want our hearts to hear this. Then think of Joseph. Nazareth to Egypt is 600 kilometres. He could have been angry but he adopts from the best place inside him—his heart. His deepest creativity energizes him as a father.”

Turning the clock back to the present day, Sr. Sue noted that there is a depth of wisdom in Joseph’s experiences that we can learn from, whether it is trust, or patience, or allowing love to be the prime motivator.

“We have lived through a long and challenging time. We are deprived of friends and family. We are locked down, but God is pouring his love down and we can step through this.”

She then listed some of the lessons stemming from her love for St. Joseph that have helped her during these challenging days.

For example, because COVID has limited her activities, she has spent more time praying for people suffering from the illness, as well as for front-line workers, responding with “deep, creative images, because God can’t stop creating.”

And she has tried to channel some of the beautiful energy of Joseph into more productive responses to emails that anger her or encounters with people who can annoy.

“I need to follow in the footsteps of the man who has loved me,” she said.

Acknowledging the suffering people are enduring during the pandemic, she encouraged people to become creative with that suffering.

“Take time with the heart,” she urged, suggesting people take 10-minute prayer break to bring some light to others.

“We can create love and give it to others. Look at our anger and cover it with love. Be a loving presence with those who are suffering in solidarity,” she said, suggesting, for example, that grandparents missing grandchildren should focus on sending children supportive love via “Zoom kisses.”

She encouraged participants to ask themselves, “Where am I on this journey to be more loving? Where am I on the journey Joseph took? Let him be our model.”

This year’s retreat was dedicated to Gloria Buckley, who co-founded the annual event with Marcella Tanzola and Fr. Bob Madden in 1995. One of Gloria’s sons, as well as a niece, were in attendance.

John Paul Farahat is Director of Music and Principal Organist of St. Basil’s Church. He conducts St. Basil’s Schola Cantorum and Parish Choir. He received the Doctor of Musical Arts degree in Organ in 2019 from the University of Toronto, where his research focused on the life and improvisations of Victor Togni (193 –1965), internationally-renowned organist of St. Basil’s and St. Michael’s during the 1960s.


Liturgical Music in this Long Lent

Image depicts the organ in St.Basils church

Liturgical music in Lent can sometimes feel like a trimmed-down version of what we would experience in Ordinary Time. In Lent, the Gloria and Alleluia are omitted. The organ is only used to support singing, and there are no preludes or postludes (with the exception of Laetare Sunday, and the solemnities of the Annunciation and St. Joseph).

In normal times, these changes are felt with a particular intensity over a 40-day period. But much of the liturgical music of the last 12 months could be said to reflect that pared-down character of the Lenten season.

The most noticeable change in liturgical music since March 2020 is the suspension of congregational singing.

The 1967 document Musicam Sacram: Instruction on Music in the Liturgy was a product of the Second Vatican Council. It spoke beautifully about the importance of congregational singing, a directive wholeheartedly embraced by the St. Basil’s community. But in a context in which congregational singing is suspended, how do we understand the role of music in worship? While Musicam Sacram justly emphasized the role of outward congregational song, it expanded on this by underscoring that congregations “should also be taught to unite themselves interiorly to what the ministers or choir sing, so that by listening to them they may raise their minds to God(Art. 15).

St. Basil’s has adopted and applied this directive with care by reintroducing the regular use of entrance and communion antiphons in the liturgy. In listening to and praying with the antiphons, the congregation enters more fully into the celebration of Mass. Like the readings, psalm, and gospel acclamation of the Liturgy of the Word, the antiphons change daily, set as part of the lectionary cycle. The antiphons are scriptural, appointed for each Mass, and are intimately linked to the texts of the liturgy. Take, for example, the Entrance Antiphon of the Second Sunday of Lent, connected to the Gospel reading of the Transfiguration: “Of you, my heart has spoken: Seek his face. It is your face, O Lord, that I seek; hide not your face from me” (Ps. 27). Or, alternatively, the Antiphon at the beginning of the Palm Sunday liturgy: “Hosanna to the son of David: blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord, the King of Israel. Hosanna in the highest!” (Mt. 21).

The music ministers of St. Basil’s have also adapted their roles to the realities of the pandemic. St. Basil’s Schola Cantorum, an octet comprised of students who would sing both on weekends and select weekday feasts and solemnities, has restructured into small and safely distanced quartets. In addition, they have supplemented the roster of cantors who sing for Mass (in person and live-streamed). St. Basil’s Parish Choir, usually a hallmark of worship on Sundays at the 10:30 Mass, has been rehearsing weekly online since last March, and occasionally recording virtual choir videos. The next video will be released during Eastertide. The St. Basil’s Singers, too, have met regularly online.

I am confident that the community will reclaim its collective voice at the end of the pandemic. Once we exit this long Lent of many months, we will once again be able to come together as a community in worship in a way that resembles normalcy. In the words of St. Paul, we will “sing songs, hymns, and spiritual songs(Col. 3:16).

And, surely, we will sing an Alleluia or two as well.


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Norm Tanck, CSB is the Associate Pastor of St. Basil’s Parish. He entered the Basilian Novitiate in Erindale, ON in 1967 and made his first profession of vows in 1967. He received his M.Div. from USMC in 1973 and was ordained a priest in 1974. Norm served as St. Mike’s Director of Campus Ministry and College Chaplain from 1982 to 1985.


A Different Kind of Lent

St. Basil's Church

As I write this, I do not know what Ash Wednesday and Lent will look and feel like this year. St. Basil’s Parish has plans for when and how ashes will be distributed. We will have short continuous services during the day. If you are on campus, you can check St. Basil’s Parish website to see how you can register for a time to receive ashes (Information for Ash Wednesday). The way we receive them this year will be different. If you can come in person, they will not be smeared on your forehead as in the past, but sprinkled on the top of your head, as they do in Rome.

Every year in the past St. Basil’s Church would have overflow crowds of people coming to receive blessed ashes on their foreheads. Parishioners, members of the USMC community, local residents, government workers, businesspeople and shoppers would leave the church and go into the world around them bearing the Cross of Jesus Christ for all to see.

There may have been a sense of solidarity in the church, but on Bay Street, in Eataly, in the MacDonald Block, or Robarts Library, I imagine one could feel conspicuous, self-conscious, even vulnerable. Some, however, may have felt proud to profess their faith in such a public way.

There may be a sense of relief this Ash Wednesday that we might not have to face the stares and quizzical looks, maybe even the ridicule of others. We may not even have to face the challenge to look at our lives and assess what needs to change for us to live a good life in relationship to God, others, the rest of creation, and ourselves.

This kind of self-focus, self-assessment and call to personal conversion, transformation, and change is only part of what Ash Wednesday and Lent is about. Often, we forget or maybe ignore the call the is given to us, to the Church.

The first reading for our Ash Wednesday liturgy tells us: “…call a solemn assembly; gather the people. Sanctify the congregation; assemble the aged; gather the children, even infants at the breast” (Joel 2:15-16a). The people, a corporate reality, is called to change. The Lenten call to repentance is a call to the Church herself to change, and a warning to humanity that the path it is on will result in ruin. The prophet Joel uses the image of a famine to portray a people, a nation, in crisis. Joel is not one of the happiest books in the Bible. But I think he is a relevant prophet for us today.

Walter Bruggeman, a Scripture scholar who specialized in the Psalms and the Prophets, said that a prophet has three functions. The first is to announce that the old order is ended—not that it is going to end but that it is already over. The second function is to let the people sing their songs of lamentation, to grieve their loss. The third is to give the people a new hopeful and energizing vision for the future.

This year, as I reflect on what Ash Wednesday may mean as we begin the second year of our pandemic crisis, I am struck by this corporate call to repentance and change. It is a call that is given to the Church so that like Joel we can become a prophetic witness to the world. COVID-19, like Joel’s agricultural crisis, is emblematic of the cumulative issues and many crises that threaten the common good of the human family and of all of creation.

In his latest book reflecting on our present COVID-19 crisis, Pope Francis says, “Every now and then, however, great calamities awaken the memory of (our) original liberation and unity. Prophets who sought to recall the people to what really matters, to its first love, suddenly find eager audience. Times of tribulation offer the possibility that what oppresses the people – both internally and externally – can be overthrown, and a new age of freedom begin… Crisis has shown that our people are not subject to blind forces but in adversity are capable of acting” (Pope Francis, Let Us Dream: The Path to a Better Future.  New York, Simon & Schuster).

The Pope uses a familiar model to reflect on the issues and respond effectively. We begin by seeing what is going on, being attentive to the situation. Then we must discern what needs to be done and choose a plan of action. And finally, we must do it.

This model is good for our personal Lenten discipline and conversion, but this year, it comes as a special challenge for the Church and our prophetic witness. What do we have to announce? How do we let go of the past? And what is our hope for the future, not only for ourselves but for the world in which we live?

Pope Francis in the epilogue of his recent book writes, “A crisis forces you (us) to move, but one can move without going anywhere. In lockdown many of us left the house for essentials or walk around the block to stretch our legs. But then when we get back to where we were and what we were before, like a tourist who goes to the sea or the mountains for a week of relaxation, but then returns to her suffocating routine. She has moved, but sideways, only to come back to where she started”.

He goes on to say, “I prefer the contrasting image of the pilgrim, who is one who decenters and so can transcend. She goes out from herself, opens herself to a new horizon, and when she comes home, she is no longer the same, and her home won’t be the same… This is a time for pilgrimages”.

This is a time for us to look, choose, and act.


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Because public masses have been cancelled due to the coronavirus pandemicDr. Darren Dias, O.P., has shared his homily for Easter.

Dr. Dias teaches in St. Michael’s Faculty of Theology, specializing in Trinity, Religious Diversity, and teaching methods. He is currently working of a SSHRC funded project with colleagues Gilles Routhier (Laval) and Michael Attridge (St. Michael’s) entitled: One Canada Two Catholicism: Divergent Evolutions in the Catholic Church in Quebec And Ontario, 1965–1985.”


Seeing the God of Life

Easter Morning: John 20:1-18

Image depicts flowers blooming in full sunlight on the St. Michael's campus.

The resurrection narrative of John’s Gospel account centres around the words “saw/look.” In the lection today we hear multiple instances. Mary Magdalene arrives in the dark, sees the stone removed from the entrance from the tomb and runs. The beloved disciple sees the wrappings in the tomb, but does not enter; he stops at the entrance. Peter goes into the tomb and sees the wrappings and the cloth rolled up. And then the beloved disciple enters the tomb and sees and believes. Mary stands outside the tomb weeping, and looks in and sees two angels there; she turns and sees Jesus but does not recognize him. And what are Jesus words to her?: “Whom are you looking for?” And when Mary realizes that she has encountered the risen Jesus she declares: “I have seen the Lord.”

The contrast of light and darkness, blindness and sight runs throughout John’s Gospel account. Today we discover what, ultimately, John is speaking of: the darkness of Good Friday to the brightness of Easter; from Mary initially arriving at the tomb in the dark, a darkness that left her unable to see, to her encounter with the light of the risen Christ that enables her to declare: “I have seen the Lord.”

Mary’s declaration is not only testimony of the man Jesus being raised from the dead, but a witness to something more. Indeed, the God and Father of the risen Lord is our God and Father, too. A new relationship has been established in the cross and resurrection that we have all been made children of God: “I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.”

Celebrating Easter during the global COVID-19 pandemic raises many questions for us. Some of us stand at the entrance of the tomb staring in; some are looking at the linens confused; some have witnessed miracles and are still unsure of what’s going on; some have had a profound encounter with the Lord and don’t know which way to run. Each of us is on a unique journey of faith, a journey that is a constant back and forth from the darkness of Good Friday to the light of Easter. We all stand in the empty tomb this morning and ask ourselves: what’s going on? What could this mean?

In the midst of a health crisis that has resulted in suffering, illness, anxiety, and death, a situation that has affected every aspect of our daily lives —even our ability to celebrate Easter as we normally do—it may seem difficult to find God. But our narrative today reminds us that we are often unaware that what we are looking for in right in front of us. Like Mary who is looking for the dead body of Jesus when she is staring right at it—fully alive. The resurrection surely teaches us that ours is a God of surprises. None of Jesus’ followers ever expected him to be crucified, and even less could they imagine a resurrection. The God of life is often revealed in the places and spaces beyond any expectation or imaginings.

Today we stand at the entry of the empty tomb, the linens are wrapped up, and we don’t quite know what to make of things. All the resurrection accounts we read this Easter season are the stories of coming to see with the eyes of faith, whether Doubting Thomas next week or the Emmaus narrative the week after.

This morning the reality of the empty tomb confronts us. The experience of the risen Lord and the reality of COVID-19 empower us to see the world and our own lives like never before; to declare: I have seen the Lord.

Fr. Morgan Rice is the pastor of St. Basil’s Church, the college parish. He is a graduate of the Faculty of Theology, where he earned a Master of Divinity degree in 2009. Fr. Morgan arrived at St. Basils after serving as Associate Pastor at St. Kateri Tekakwitha Parish in Rochester, New York, for eight years. Born and raised in Corpus Christi, Texas, Fr. Morgan studied mechanical engineering at the University of Virginia and later worked for six years in the engineering field in Houston, Texas.


Vulnerability and Life

Image depicts Christ Washing the Feet of His Disciples, a painting by Jacopo Tintoretto circa 1547
Christ Washing the Feet of His Disciples by Jacopo Tintoretto, 1547

Last Sunday, the first segment of CBC’s The Sunday Edition featured Yale University historian and professor emeritus Frank Snowden, who spoke on how pandemic diseases have shaped human history by exposing and taking advantage of weaknesses, or vulnerabilities, in human society. He said that COVID-19, like other pandemic diseases, “is showing us what our deepest vulnerabilities are in the world that we’ve made.” Capitalizing on those vulnerabilities, the disease is altering life and relationships across the globe.

Vulnerability can be viewed in different ways. If seen as opening us to hurt and loss, we have good reason to avoid it. However, vulnerability, especially in the context of a safe environment with people we trust, can open us to some profound experiences and relationships.

The Triduum that begins tonight with the Mass of the Lord’s Supper and ends with the Easter Vigil invites disciples of Jesus to consider vulnerability as a necessary disposition that leads to life in the fullest. Three months ago, I would never have imagined that I would be celebrating tonight’s Mass in an empty church without a congregation, without music, and without the washing of feet, one of the most moving aspects of the liturgy. Over the years, I have come to realize that asking individuals to have their feet washed is asking them to be vulnerable—to bare their feet, thus exposing any imperfections, and allow me to touch and wash their feet as I humbly kneel before them. However, taking that risk opens them and me to a powerful experience.

Jesus insisted he wash the feet of his disciples otherwise they would have no inheritance with him (John 13.8). They were to do likewise. “So if I, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also ought to wash one another’s feet” (John 13.14). This lesson foreshadowed Jesus’ ultimate act of love and vulnerability as he submitted to the Cross, which led to the new life of the Resurrection.

COVID-19 has altered life as we know it and likely will continue to do so for some time. While it is showing us vulnerabilities that have opened us to great losses and pain, how might we use vulnerability differently? Jesus shows us the way and that is through relationships—by choosing to be vulnerable with each other, offering our lives in service and love, washing each other’s feet so that all might experience greater life.


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A close image of several blooming lilies.

Then Jesus went with them to a place called Gethsemane; and he said to his disciples, Sit here while I go over there and pray. He took with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, and began to be grieved and agitated. Then he said to them, I am deeply grieved, even to death; remain here, and stay awake with me. And going a little farther, he threw himself on the ground and prayed, My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from me; yet not what I want but what you want. Then he came to the disciples and found them sleeping; and he said to Peter, So, could you not stay awake with me one hour? Stay awake and pray that you may not come into the time of trial; the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak. Again he went away for the second time and prayed, My Father, if this cannot pass unless I drink it, your will be done. Again he came and found them sleeping, for their eyes were heavy. So leaving them again, he went away and prayed for the third time, saying the same words. Then he came to the disciples and said to them, Are you still sleeping and taking your rest? See, the hour is at hand, and the Son of Man is betrayed into the hands of sinners. Get up, let us be going. See, my betrayer is at hand.

Matthew 26.36-46

The isolation of the Garden of Gethsemane takes on new meaning for many of us in this unprecedented experience of the season of Lent. As we move toward the Triduum, the pinnacle of the Church year, the COVID-19 pandemic and the resulting physical distancing which has closed churches to the public has forced all of us to rethink how we worship, as well as to remember why we do.

Normally at this time, our campus would be alive with students handing in papers, doing last-minute check-ins with professors, returning library books, and preparing for exams. They would also be visiting St. Basil’s, our beautiful collegiate church, attending one of the two daily masses, receiving the sacrament of reconciliation, and preparing to observe the passion, death and resurrection. There would be a sense of completion to the students’ year, as there would be for faculty and support staff. An academic year would be drawing to a close, just as Easter was about to herald new life.

In our current reality, however, norms have disappeared, which poses multiple challenges. But St. Michael’s is a collection of communities, including a community of faith, and so we thought we’d share a few thoughts on how to support each other as we prepare to say, once again, “He is risen!”

St. Michael’s alumni members have a long tradition of a Lenten retreat. When they were unable to meet together, Dr. Colleen Shantz, who was to lead the retreat with Dr. Darren Dias, O.P, created a virtual retreat, which you can find here. Thanks to both professors for their efforts.

Dr. Dias, who teaches Trinity in the Faculty of Theology, reminds us there are many ways to mark this holiest of seasons, even if we are not able to access our normal traditions.

For example, “people could do a solitary stations of the cross by walking outside and stopping to say a station prayer 14 times,” Fr. Dias suggests. “This would get people outside and attentive to the season.”

As well, “families could read and meditate upon the readings of the day. We can promote the domestic church in this way,” he adds. He also suggests calling an elderly or isolated person to pray with them over the phone, a very powerful reminder of the injunction of when two or more are gathered.

If you watch our website in the coming days, you’ll see homilies from Fr. Darren posted for both Palm Sunday and Easter, and Fr. Morgan Rice, CSB, will contribute the Holy Thursday post to InsightOut, our COVID-19-related blog, on Holy Thursday.

St. Basil’s links to some useful supports for prayer during Lent, and we applaud their efforts to help people in prayer at this unusual time. So, too, does the Archdiocese of Toronto, and we are grateful.

One of the nicest links we’ve seen is this one, which offers a heartfelt alternative to the usual Palm Sunday traditions.

While we may not be physically together on this Lenten journey, we are very much together in spirit, and we look forward to the day when we can gather together and say, “He is risen. Alleluia!”

Because public masses have been cancelled due to the coronavirus pandemicDr. Darren Dias, O.P., has shared his homily for Palm Sunday.

Dr. Dias teaches in St. Michaels Faculty of Theology, specializing in Trinity, Religious Diversity, and teaching methods. He is currently working of a SSHRC funded project with colleagues Gilles Routhier (Laval) and Michael Attridge (St Michaels) entitled: One Canada Two Catholicism: Divergent Evolutions in the Catholic Church in Quebec And Ontario, 19651985.


Plunged into the Reality of Suffering and Death

Today is “Palm Sunday of the Passion of Our Lord.” It juxtaposes two events: Jesus’ triumphant entry into Jerusalem (Palm Sunday) and the immediate events surrounding his betrayal, arrest, trial and execution (Passion of Our Lord). These two contrasting events are captured in the liturgical celebration that begins with the proclamation of the Gospel narrative about Jesus’ triumphant entry into Jerusalem (this year Matthew 21:1-11). Normally this is followed by a joyful procession from outside the church to inside or within the church itself. We ritually perform what the evangelist describes: a rather chaotic scene of crowds, animals, cloths being thrown down, people chanting and waving branches.

But the exuberance of the triumphant entry into Jerusalem is short-lived. In the reading from Isaiah we are introduced to the maltreated teacher-servant and in Paul’s letter to the Philippians, a theological reflection on the death of Jesus. By the time we read the second Gospel lection, the passion according to Matthew, we are plunged into the reality of death. The lection ends with Jesus’ lifeless body being guarded in a sealed tomb.

On this Sunday, we go from the joyous chorus of “Hosanna to the Son of David! Blessed is the One who comes in the name of the Lord! Hosanna in the highest heaven” to the solitary cry of Jesus: “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” to the silence of the sealed tomb.

Death is an inescapable, existential, and mysterious experience. Yet it often catches us by surprise, no matter how prepared we think we are. When my own father died after a lengthy battle with cancer, knowing he was palliative, it still came as a shock. Nothing really prepares us for the mystery of death. In Matthew’s Gospel account the death of Jesus is predicted several times (Mt 16:21-28, 17:22-23, 20:17-19, 26:1-2), and yet we stand at the tomb plunged into the silence of this existential, inescapable and mysterious experience.

A few weeks ago the whole world was plunged into the reality of suffering and death as the COVID-19 virus swept across the globe. Though there were many warnings, no one seemed really prepared for the novel reality we are now living. We still don’t really know what will happen, we don’t yet have control of the situation. Today we stand in Golgotha, at the foot of the cross, lamenting that many have become ill and many have died, anxious because even more will become ill and die. We stand silent at the tomb.

Our Western culture has an odd relationship to death. We try to escape the reality of death and aging, celebrating youth, and constantly chasing after it. We sanitize our field of vision from human misery and suffering, yet we are bombarded with images of violence and death on our screens. Our fear of suffering and death is evidenced in our attempts to control death through the legalization of assisted suicide.

COVID-19 forces us to confront the inescapable, existential, mystery of death. We should not be too quick to say this will pass, that we will get through it, true as these sentiments may be. We want to get hurriedly to Easter and to the empty tomb, without keeping a long vigil at the foot of the cross. This year will be a long Good Friday. Jesus’s cry from the cross resounds with our own: My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?

In many societies and communities around the world, suffering and death is sadly the norm. Latin America theologian Gustavo Gutierrez, OP, draws our attention to the plight of so many millions who live in situations of death every day. For Gutierrez, the poverty he lives means death, lack of food, housing, education, healthcare, respect, dignity, freedom. Exploitation of the vulnerable and systemic violence is the never-ending lot of so many. He asks: how can we proclaim a God of life in this situation of death?

We are plunged into the reality of suffering and death in today’s liturgy and in our lived experience. I invite you to listen to Anton Bruckner’s moving setting of Philippians 2:8-9, Christus factus est, performed by the Choir of King’s College, Cambridge. This music draws us into the depths of the mystery of death and into the God of life.

Because Sunday Mass has been cancelled due to the coronavirus pandemicDr. Darren Dias, O.P., has shared his homily for this, the Fifth Sunday of Lent.

Dr. Dias teaches in St. Michaels Faculty of Theology, specializing in Trinity, Religious Diversity, and teaching methods. He is currently working of a SSHRC funded project with colleagues Gilles Routhier (Laval) and Michael Attridge (St Michaels) entitled: One Canada Two Catholicism: Divergent Evolutions in the Catholic Church in Quebec And Ontario, 19651985.


Tears of Compassion

John 11:1-45

“Jesus began to weep” is the shortest verse in the NRSV English translation of the New Testament. Yet this short verse says something terribly important about Jesus and his solidarity with us in our moments of difficulty and suffering.

In John’s Gospel account, Jesus’ friend Lazarus is ill and Jesus is summoned to his side by his sisters, Martha and Mary. But instead of hurrying to be with them, he waits another two days. He says that the death of Lazarus is an occasion for Jesus to be glorified. Jesus confidently refers to Lazarus’ death as “merely sleeping” and even says, “I’m glad I was not there so you may believe.” Jesus is strangely sanguine about his friend Lazarus’ death.

But as Jesus’ gets closer to the tomb, he becomes increasingly emotional. Twice, the Gospel lection says, “Jesus was greatly disturbed.” And then he began to weep. But why how do we account for this change of emotional state? One moment he seems placid and confident and the next he weeps. Does Jesus not think he will be able to “awaken” Lazarus anymore? Does Jesus suddenly doubt the life of the resurrection? Or the power of God to be glorified? Why the change?

In the Gospel lection, we read that “When Jesus saw Mary weeping, and the Jews who came with her also weeping, he was greatly disturbed in spirit and deeply moved…Jesus began to weep.” It was in his encounter with those who suffered loss and were grieving that Jesus began to weep. He is not weeping for Lazarus. He is weeping with, sharing in the suffering of others. Compassion is the source of Jesus’ tears.

Though Jesus is confident in his belief in the life of the resurrection, it doesn’t negate the real suffering of those who loved Lazarus, his sisters Mary and Martha, their friends, and Jesus himself. At the coming celebration of the Lord’s Passion on Good Friday we will read about Jesus in the letter to the Hebrews: “For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who has similarly been tested in every way.”

Compassion comes from the Latin word “to suffer with.” We often experience the suffering of others, whether vicariously or else because we have memories of similar suffering. Suffering is part of our human condition. And solidarity in suffering reveals the depth of our humanity.

The current COVID-19 crisis reminds us how interconnected the human family really is. We are “deeply moved” by the dedication of medical professionals and other front line workers. When I’ve gone to the store to buy necessities, I’ve been struck by the friendliness and dedication of workers in drugstores and grocery stores in very difficult circumstances. We are “disturbed in spirit” by the lack of ventilators for all those who may need them. We “weep” at the deaths of so many around the world, and of their families who are unable to bury them at this time. We are experiencing a deep sense of togetherness around the globe because we are all affected, and we all wait with some anxiety, for an unknown future. As we stand at the entry of the tomb, we ask what will Easter look like this year.

Our Gospel lection today reminds us that the God of life is not unaffected by our situation. Indeed “the Christ, the Son of God, the one coming into the world,” our “high priest” weeps with us, with compassion for the suffering, anxious, sorrowful and grieving.

Because Sunday Mass has been cancelled due to the coronavirus pandemicDr. Darren Dias, O.P., has shared his homily for this, the Fourth Sunday of Lent.

Dr. Dias teaches in St. Michael’s Faculty of Theology, specializing in Trinity, Religious Diversity, and teaching methods. He is currently working of a SSHRC funded project with colleagues Gilles Routhier (Laval) and Michael Attridge (St Michael’s) entitled: “One Canada Two Catholicism: Divergent Evolutions in the Catholic Church in Quebec And Ontario, 1965–1985.”

Finding God in Challenging Times

John 9:1-41

Amid this global COVID-19 pandemic, isolation and physical distancing are necessary to diminish the spread of the virus. In our time we can definitely understand the link between illness and isolation. In Jesus’ time, illness, and particularly something like blindness, was believed to be a punishment for the sins of one’s parents or ancestors. Thus, the question of the disciples to Jesus about the man born blind: “Who sinned this man or his parents?” Of course, Jesus’ answer is neither one; the very question misses the point. The man born blind would have been marginalized because his blindness was thought to be the product of divine punishment and so he would have been excluded from the normal network of social relations. We read that he had to beg for his livelihood. Like many other healing accounts, when Jesus heals this man he not only cures him physically but removes the reason for him to be excluded and isolated from his community. Jesus heals him and tells him to purify himself in the pool of Siloam so that he might be re-born into his community. 

In the narrative the man born blind is cured of his blindness but only gradually begins to see. When initially questioned by Jesus’ critics about who opened his eyes, the man responds rather journalistically by recounting the events as they happened, not even mentioning Jesus by name. When pressed his questioners ask, “what do you say about him?”  The man responds with the conviction: “He is a prophet.” His questioners react with a strong judgment against Jesus, calling him a sinner because he works on the Sabbath. Yet again they ask the man how is it that he now sees. Seemingly frustrated by their criticism of Jesus — and with firm conviction — the man says that Jesus is not a sinner but one who obeys and worships the true God of Israel and to whom God listens. The man’s questioners, those in power and authority, are scandalized that this poor beggar, a man born in sin else he would not have been blind, someone neither named nor vouched for by his own parents, would dare to teach them and so “they drove him out.” The man born blind, cured by Jesus, about to leave the isolation of his blindness behind, on the cusp of entering into social relationships, is driven out of the community he was never really a part of but longed to have a place. It is at this point, a low point for the man who has just been healed of his blindness, that Jesus seeks him out and finds him. In the brokenness and vulnerability of the man born blind, someone who has just gone from marginal to outcast, Jesus shares himself by revealing who he is: I am he, the one speaking to you is the Son of Man. Jesus chooses to reveal his true identity not to the powerful but to the outcast. Because of this intimate moment the man can finally answer the question that had been put to him throughout the narrative about the person who cured him. The man now sees who Jesus really is.   

In our Gospel selection today the man born blind, though he had a powerful experience of healing, is only gradually able to see God’s vivid presence in his midst in the person of Jesus Christ. In these days, weeks and even months ahead, many will experience the difficulty of isolation and loneliness, and be challenged to see the God who seeks us and finds us in our vulnerability and fear. But just as Jesus revealed God’s presence in his very person, maybe God’s presence reveals itself to us in the midst of this present crisis: in the selfless dedication of medical workers; in the store workers who ensure our access to food and other supplies; in neighbours who check in on the elderly or vulnerable; in our prayerful solidarity with those who are ill from the virus.